Hi. I am new here. My name is Christy, and I have a 3 year old and a 7 month old. My 3 year old has me exasperated. Most days I just want to break down and cry, or find a way to give her back to the hospital. She hasn't been diagnosed with anything yet, but I believe she has ADHD. She is angry, defiant, aggressive, hyper, can't sit still, won't complete any task, easily distracted, won't stop talking all day long, has to have the focus on her 24/7....the list could go on and on. This is not just at home either. It is at preschool, friends' houses, Sunday school....everywhere. I just am not sure how nature could create such a beast....that a child could be born and by age 3 be completely disliked by their parents because of their personality. Don't get me wrong, I love her to death, but almost every day lately I don't like her. I can't wait until bedtime, which is even a struggle as she doesn't sleep well through the night....and with a 7 month old...some nights I'm just practically up all night. I have an appointment with her pediatrician on November 4th....I just wish it was sooner. I know we're going to get referred somewhere, and then it will be another wait to get in there. I know this is rambling, and I'm sorry for that. I just don't know what to do with her any more. She acts possessed some days...well most days lately. I don't enjoy being around her...and I resent the fact that she takes up so much attention that the 7 month old is left to her own imagination most of the day. Thankfully the 7 month old is a very happy baby....and so much different than my 3 year old already.