New Leaf, the thing to think about is that it does not really have to be devastating.
You are coming to understand that her power is not as great as you think and she may think. She can be curbed. She has been already in the control she may have with your Mother.
You are understanding, too, much of what she did to you as a child. That is taking back your power from her.
I do not think she can hurt you much if you understand what and who she is and has been and stand up to her, which you have.
If you face the truth now, how devastating can what she does really be? The hard, hard thing you have already faced, by your trip. And you continue to face it, with grace and strength.
COPA
