When you get right down to it, we are the ones who gave them whatever power they held over us. Once we see the pointlessness of those kinds of relationship...I don't know. Speaking of my own sister and even, of my mom, they ~ the whole thing matters less.
It isn't that I am angry. Well you know Serenity, it is like you posted to me the other day. A feeling of surprise that what I seem to feel is mostly apathy.
Very good word.
Apathy.
Quiet.
Looking forward from something that happened once, a long time ago, for all of my life that suddenly has no bearing on my life.
I am glad I wanted to have the dinner. But that is for me.
Cedar
