I really wonder if I am this horrible person for feeling this way, but it is truly the way I feel. Just the sight of him makes me "uh!". I dread dealing with him. He is suppose to sleep in the family room because he still pees in the bed. It amazes me, he can stay dry when at a friends house or while in the hospital. But at home, not. So I asked him this morning why he was sleeping in the family room? He said he fell asleep. I told him I didn't buy it because he manage to get a blanket and undress all before "falling asleep". Then I asked if the couch is dry? He of course said yes, but I doubted him. So I asked a couple more times and he finally admitted to it being wet. So I asked why does he lie so much? He said he just feels like it. I asked when will he stop lying? "When he feels like it", is what he said. so then the conversation went on and he started cussing at me. At some point he said that husband and I keep disrespecting him. But of course he couldn't give any examples. I told him that if it is disrespectful to clothe, shelter and feed him and buy the medications that HE said he needs(but we got to remind him daily to take)and wants to take, wow, if that's disrespect, I don't know what else to do. I just feel like I don't even want him around anymore. He takes too much energy and time out of me. He is fluncking out of college and no job. UGH!