Arrrgggghhhhhhh............ I am a mess. difficult child is manic - he missed his medications twice this week at his dads - consquently........... He is grandiose~ Creating a zillion projects, issues, and dramatic events. Talking non stop....will he ever quit? Aggressive and argumentative one second~ Flying high the next minute. And I am having a major PTSD episode because of it. High, high anxiety~ Seeing things out of the corner of my eye. Flashbacks of all the past manic trauma I have endured with him~ Ready to leave on a jet plane. Such a big SIGH..........The universe could be quaking. Thanks in advance for all of your support, prayers, and thoughts.