Thanks to you all for your kind words. I just get so frustrated with the cards we all here o this board have been dealt. It is just so unfair for us and our difficult child's. I knew you would all understand.
husband and I have always just wanted difficult child to be happy, it didn't seem like we are asking too much. But mental illness always seems to win. Oh well, I need to stop whining and move on. When difficult child was home I didn't have too much time to feel sorry for myself.
Oh, and they won't send him home, when I checked into this agency one of the first questions I asked was what happens when he goes into a crisis. They said that they dealt with it, sometimes the local police who are all trained to deal with mentally ill people may have to become involved and sometimes the hospitals are involved, but they always have a home to come home to. I can definatley be thankful for his staff they are so good.
Thanks for helping me see the positives.
