unreal is all i can say to all of you. as you know i headed home today reluctantly leaving to go back home to clean my clothes, get some rest and get difficult child's hw from school that i had to pick up and work and stuff from her locker. difficult child went into lunch at 12 today. difficult child is still in the dining room right now and it's 8 here. she sat for 8 hours today with a gingerale, choc milk, water and an ice cream bar. they have her on a liquid diet now. she blew up, raged, stated all the things in her past life my divorce our move etc. that angers her, things about easy child about my home, ex h's home she doesn't like and than proceeded to sit there for 8 hours adn refuse to drink her liquids. that is not phobic that is defiance and will that i have never seen before in my life in a child. she got mad that i left and went home, she got mad that i wont' take her out. the day started badly with-alot of calls telling me how she wanted out of there. adn this is how the day ended. supposedly she's drinking now and they finally broke her. her dad's there with-her now and is waiting to go in and c her. all i can say is no one believed me what she does, none of the doctors when i said if i talk to husband at night when he gets home she'll throw herself on floor, lock herself in bathroom, hit the door, try to break the bed, do whatever she has to to gain my attention and get my focus off of him and onto her. those aren't all the times just when she's manic. unreal is all i can say at this point. i was on road she called me and said where are you she sounded ok and i said 'm on southern state and than she said i gotta go to lunch and that was last i heard of her. can i even tell you how many times i cried today and broke down? yet i didnt' go back out and get her. i stayed putt. i cant' talkt o her till late tmrw because they took her phone away. today was a battle of wills between the program and difficult child.