I'm so sorry you are sad. I can relate a little bit as my daughter, who is 15, is in a temporary foster home placement. We go to court May 16th. She is only 30 minutes away so I don't know the long distance pain you feel. I feel the same way tonight...just crying, have a head ache and just don't feel like dealing with my other kids...husband is away on a trip, which is actually better...Sad to say!
Can you send him cards? I did that when my daughter went to live with her bio. dad the first time several years ago. I actually came to this site then, under a different name. I felt like a part of me was missing,despite her horrendous attitude and behavior, I was sick with guilt...
Hope your night goes ok...and you get some peaceful sleep!