(((hugs)))to you. I am so scared that this is what will come to me one day. All I pray for is in time, difficult child will understand why as parent's we feel like we have to do what happens.
I hope things work out! My son is living 6000 miles away from me right now with- his dad, and he's been gone 9 wks, I have NEVER been away from him like this - and it's horrible....so I feel your saddness. It's overwhelming.