Lea,
Your last posts really resonated home with me. I understand so well.
Yes, the pain is always there with us, when our attention drifts to our difficult children. With this being a turning point in our lives, I’m hoping the heart-breaking pain will smooth out. I find myself already getting a bit numb sometimes in my feelings since I’ve starting implementing detachment strategies. Sometimes I find myself just not even having any feeling or caring for my son. It is like a callous that has built for protection. With this “non-feeling” comes some acceptance of the situation little by little. Keep your focus on what you need to do to take care of you and keep your heart and mind safe and same through this process.
How right you are.
Another member here on this forum ( [USER=17542]@Childofmine[/USER] ) responded to my first thread with these heartfelt and comforting words. Maybe they will be helpful to you.
Keep posting Lea. We help and support and encourage each other here. Take care. ~ K
