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<blockquote data-quote="JayPee" data-source="post: 752063" data-attributes="member: 23405"><p>No, your reply was not harsh. I am like a sponge trying to soak up everything I can to get better. I didn't take your words to imply that I was responsible for being hurt by him.</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>I have been in therapy for two years (and I value my therapist) but it has never been put to me like this. You're absolutely right. I yearn so badly for his love and to be able to love him back but he is like a porcupine waiting to prick me or a cobra waiting to bite me every single time. It is hard to stop hoping and praying it will be different "the next e-mail".</p><p></p><p>I see. I need to just accept that he has not changed and then I'm back to what I know that the only person I can change is myself.</p><p></p><p>This has been very insightful and another step in my growth.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="JayPee, post: 752063, member: 23405"] No, your reply was not harsh. I am like a sponge trying to soak up everything I can to get better. I didn't take your words to imply that I was responsible for being hurt by him. I have been in therapy for two years (and I value my therapist) but it has never been put to me like this. You're absolutely right. I yearn so badly for his love and to be able to love him back but he is like a porcupine waiting to prick me or a cobra waiting to bite me every single time. It is hard to stop hoping and praying it will be different "the next e-mail". I see. I need to just accept that he has not changed and then I'm back to what I know that the only person I can change is myself. This has been very insightful and another step in my growth. [/QUOTE]
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