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<blockquote data-quote="mstang67chic" data-source="post: 328232" data-attributes="member: 2459"><p>Can I take the horse to the warm rolling hills in Heather's world??? And are these hills near a beach with Raoul??? Horse therapy does sound wonderful right now. I have only ridden a very few times and haven't been on a horse in years but that sounds perfect.</p><p></p><p>Thank you everyone, really. I'm feeling a bit better today but it's still there, you know?</p><p></p><p>I think I'm due for my yearly next month and definately will talk to my NP about all of this. She's really good and LISTENS so we'll figure something out. I'll probably also get something scheduled with a counselor after Christmas. If nothing else...I need to get a reign on my temper.</p><p></p><p>I don't have an aversion to AD's or anything like that but it's just that I'm already on 3 - 4 daily pills and hate the thought of adding more. It's making me feel old! (The 4th is if I remember....a booster for my Ritalin)</p><p></p><p>I definately need to do something. I felt absolutely <strong>HORRIBLE</strong> last night. I had a mini blow up at difficult child and poor Chester was peeking out from behind husband GROWLING AT ME. I nearly bawled and I get teared up just thinking about it now. Normally the dogs will run for the hills when I go off but he's never growled at me before. I did a major apology snuggle with him and he slept in his usual spot, plastered against me but I still feel like slime today because of it. </p><p></p><p>I don't want you guys to worry either if I'm not on much the next few days. We have a meeting later (I'm sure I'll post about that though), I've got some deliveries for an old boss tomorrow morning, Christmas at Dad's later tomorrow and errands to run before Christmas and the trip. (I leave Saturday and will be home sometime Tuesday evening next week.) In between all of that I have wrapping to finish, normal shopping stuff (I really need to get some ice melt for my front steps before I bust my behind) and normal daily grind. My new phone should be here either today or tomorrow and I'm looking forward to that. Also, I've heard rumors that I'm getting an mp3 player for Christmas so there IS some excitement going on....it's just mixed in with Queen Demon Stang.</p><p></p><p>As for husband, I feel rotten for him too. I had him read this post last night to explain it better to him. He gets it, he does, but HE'S feeling bad because he can't fix it for me. He's actually on the verge of calling difficult child's bio grandma and asking her to take difficult child. I just don't think it's a reasonable option personally. She might do it, she loves him. But...she's already raised his older brother and would expect the same thing out of difficult child that we do and I KNOW she wouldn't get it. (respect, adherance to house rules, contributions to the household in some way, a JOB, etc.) Besides, he's going to lose his insurance and medications. I don't want to hand over a soon to be unmedicated difficult child. I don't know....I guess we'll have to see what happens with the school meeting and go from there. But husband HAS gotten a lot better, he's just got more patience at this point than I do. Plus, while he's gotten that he can't fix difficult child, he still has the fixer mentality for other things. God love him....he's a good man and it just kills him that things have turned out this way even after all we've done. I feel bad that I'm taking things out on him but we'll get through it, that I <u>do</u> know.</p><p></p><p>Thank you guys again. I don't know what I would have done over the years if I hadn't found this place.</p><p></p><p>KOI!!! I'm going now....even THAT made me get teary!!! I feel like such a ...a....GIRL!!!! <img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/emoticons/slap.gif" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":slap:" title="slap :slap:" data-shortname=":slap:" /></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="mstang67chic, post: 328232, member: 2459"] Can I take the horse to the warm rolling hills in Heather's world??? And are these hills near a beach with Raoul??? Horse therapy does sound wonderful right now. I have only ridden a very few times and haven't been on a horse in years but that sounds perfect. Thank you everyone, really. I'm feeling a bit better today but it's still there, you know? I think I'm due for my yearly next month and definately will talk to my NP about all of this. She's really good and LISTENS so we'll figure something out. I'll probably also get something scheduled with a counselor after Christmas. If nothing else...I need to get a reign on my temper. I don't have an aversion to AD's or anything like that but it's just that I'm already on 3 - 4 daily pills and hate the thought of adding more. It's making me feel old! (The 4th is if I remember....a booster for my Ritalin) I definately need to do something. I felt absolutely [B]HORRIBLE[/B] last night. I had a mini blow up at difficult child and poor Chester was peeking out from behind husband GROWLING AT ME. I nearly bawled and I get teared up just thinking about it now. Normally the dogs will run for the hills when I go off but he's never growled at me before. I did a major apology snuggle with him and he slept in his usual spot, plastered against me but I still feel like slime today because of it. I don't want you guys to worry either if I'm not on much the next few days. We have a meeting later (I'm sure I'll post about that though), I've got some deliveries for an old boss tomorrow morning, Christmas at Dad's later tomorrow and errands to run before Christmas and the trip. (I leave Saturday and will be home sometime Tuesday evening next week.) In between all of that I have wrapping to finish, normal shopping stuff (I really need to get some ice melt for my front steps before I bust my behind) and normal daily grind. My new phone should be here either today or tomorrow and I'm looking forward to that. Also, I've heard rumors that I'm getting an mp3 player for Christmas so there IS some excitement going on....it's just mixed in with Queen Demon Stang. As for husband, I feel rotten for him too. I had him read this post last night to explain it better to him. He gets it, he does, but HE'S feeling bad because he can't fix it for me. He's actually on the verge of calling difficult child's bio grandma and asking her to take difficult child. I just don't think it's a reasonable option personally. She might do it, she loves him. But...she's already raised his older brother and would expect the same thing out of difficult child that we do and I KNOW she wouldn't get it. (respect, adherance to house rules, contributions to the household in some way, a JOB, etc.) Besides, he's going to lose his insurance and medications. I don't want to hand over a soon to be unmedicated difficult child. I don't know....I guess we'll have to see what happens with the school meeting and go from there. But husband HAS gotten a lot better, he's just got more patience at this point than I do. Plus, while he's gotten that he can't fix difficult child, he still has the fixer mentality for other things. God love him....he's a good man and it just kills him that things have turned out this way even after all we've done. I feel bad that I'm taking things out on him but we'll get through it, that I [U]do[/U] know. Thank you guys again. I don't know what I would have done over the years if I hadn't found this place. KOI!!! I'm going now....even THAT made me get teary!!! I feel like such a ...a....GIRL!!!! :slap: [/QUOTE]
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