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Family of Origin (FOO) Support Thread Part 2
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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 663155" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>Seeking, my mother never acknowledged anything mean she did or said. She would just deny it ever happened. While I got used to it as I got older it was really hard when I was a girl. It made me feel as if I could not trust myself, my senses, my perceptions, my memories. But actually, I always did. I just pretended I didn't trust myself. Because I could not consciously hold on to the fact that my mother was how she was.</p><p></p><p>I really loved my Mother. Now she is dead, it is hard to think about the ways she hurt me. Because I want to feel every bit of love she ever game me and I gave her. There was not much. So it is hard to write or think anything bad. </p><p></p><p>So, as I read this I realize that I am doing the same thing now when I try to overlook the reality of my life with my Mother. I am discredited the truth I lived.</p><p></p><p>I was very, very depressed after my Mother died when I did not allow myself to remember that my mother was mean to me. I kept the truth inside of me and it was eating me up. So every now and then I need to remember to tell the truth.</p><p></p><p>I think to call a 13 year old girl a slut is a horrible thing. </p><p></p><p>My grandmother used to call my mother a slut. I remember. My poor Mother. She just liked men a whole lot, to meet them and to have them be attracted to her. And she loved fun.</p><p></p><p>Seeking I am so glad for you and your husband for the happiness of your commitment. You seem so strong Seeking to have had a mother who would want to bring such pain and loss upon you, and care not at all about your suffering. Just to be right.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 663155, member: 18958"] Seeking, my mother never acknowledged anything mean she did or said. She would just deny it ever happened. While I got used to it as I got older it was really hard when I was a girl. It made me feel as if I could not trust myself, my senses, my perceptions, my memories. But actually, I always did. I just pretended I didn't trust myself. Because I could not consciously hold on to the fact that my mother was how she was. I really loved my Mother. Now she is dead, it is hard to think about the ways she hurt me. Because I want to feel every bit of love she ever game me and I gave her. There was not much. So it is hard to write or think anything bad. So, as I read this I realize that I am doing the same thing now when I try to overlook the reality of my life with my Mother. I am discredited the truth I lived. I was very, very depressed after my Mother died when I did not allow myself to remember that my mother was mean to me. I kept the truth inside of me and it was eating me up. So every now and then I need to remember to tell the truth. I think to call a 13 year old girl a slut is a horrible thing. My grandmother used to call my mother a slut. I remember. My poor Mother. She just liked men a whole lot, to meet them and to have them be attracted to her. And she loved fun. Seeking I am so glad for you and your husband for the happiness of your commitment. You seem so strong Seeking to have had a mother who would want to bring such pain and loss upon you, and care not at all about your suffering. Just to be right. [/QUOTE]
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