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<blockquote data-quote="standswithcourage" data-source="post: 115079" data-attributes="member: 3948"><p>Yes - I am sure I did. Especially him because he was the first born but I guess I feel somewhere along the way I didnt measure up = I know that is stupid and I cant believe I am saying it but being in a school where teachers and people are political and I know it and just because my wonderful son is where he is I feel like I am less of a mother. But I know that I was a good mother a lot more doting than many I know. I cant go on like this - I know I have to stop feeling this way. Anyway he didnt call tonight. It hurts me to thinnk that really the only reason he calls is to see if I got his Xanax filled and who I have talked to. I want to believe he wants to hear my voice and really see what we have been doing. Maybe somewhere in there he does but it doesnt seem like it. I will try and hang in here. I just dont really want to be judged by anyone.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="standswithcourage, post: 115079, member: 3948"] Yes - I am sure I did. Especially him because he was the first born but I guess I feel somewhere along the way I didnt measure up = I know that is stupid and I cant believe I am saying it but being in a school where teachers and people are political and I know it and just because my wonderful son is where he is I feel like I am less of a mother. But I know that I was a good mother a lot more doting than many I know. I cant go on like this - I know I have to stop feeling this way. Anyway he didnt call tonight. It hurts me to thinnk that really the only reason he calls is to see if I got his Xanax filled and who I have talked to. I want to believe he wants to hear my voice and really see what we have been doing. Maybe somewhere in there he does but it doesnt seem like it. I will try and hang in here. I just dont really want to be judged by anyone. [/QUOTE]
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