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I agree that maybe you should take a step back and move somewhere else even if temporary. This will give you time to get some clarity over the entire picture, and give you some much needed alone time for self care and the beginning of your much needed healing. When we are in the soup like the frog, we can’t see what is happening because we are too deep in it. You don’t have to make any permanent decisions right now. But you do have to put yourself first. love yourself enough to let this toxicity go. Hugs to you!