Thank ewe all so much!
I did not see it.
I was to busy crying...
I posted this on my facebook but thought you would all appreciate it as well.
I was sitting with that sweet little apple of my eye, you know N.
We were looking through a Magazine.
She says to me, "Mom don't you wish you were skinny and shiny and healthy like the woman in the picture?"
40 wasn't feeling so bad up until that point.
I spent the day packing and moving...
Actually mother in law and father in law took all of us out my favorite mexican restaurant and they bought me roses and beautiful platter.
husband wrote me beautiful card of all of the things he wished we could be doing and how one day we would.
He was very sad... he said he felt like he let me down. I told him things just are what they are. With K and the move we just have to move forward.
I am happy and I am happy for the small things right now.
Despite the many big things.
I am very grateful we found a home and it is so beautiful.
Thanks you guys it really means a lot!!! so far 40 aint so bad... except my face broke out! well and I am not skinny or shiny. I am pretty healthy though.
One out of three aint bad.