TeDo is so right. I have only been on here for a couple of short weeks and I am so amazed at how you have handled yourself and all the situations in just this short period of time - with everything.
You need a break, a massage, some medication to get you through, someone to talk to, vent at, scream at if need be. A person can only take so much without some kind of respite.
Please give yourself a break and focus on you for a little while. You are very strong but even the strong need to rest sometimes.
