If y'all could send good vibes my way I'd appreciate it. For the last three days I have been having random chest pains that come and go. I think it's anxiety related. My anxiety has been really high lately and I think it's stress. Normally keeping myself busy at work helps alleviate some of it, but these last couple of weeks before summer vacation are incredibly slow. This week the kids are taking there finals and getting out of school early. My work has come down to a screetching halt. We don't give out tardy passes during finals week and entering all the tardies into the computer is soley my job and usually keeps me busy for a few good hours. I am barely getting any phone calls to excuse absences because parents do not want to call their kids in sick right now unless they are very ill. There are no early releases for doctor's appointments so no parents coming to see me. Basically I am getting paid to go on the internet for eight hours. Starting Friday it will be even slower because the kids' last day of school is this Thursday. This Friday my job will be to file papers and pack everything into boxes. So at least I will be busy for about a half a day. Next week it will be dead. Eight hours of surfing the internet will be my only job. I know it sounds easy and like a dream come true to most people, but for me it doesn't do my anxiety any good. Idle time is the devil's playground, as they say. I am not worried about summer vacation because I have lots of activities planned with the kids. Plus I can take my Xanax during the day if needed so I'm good there. Right now I'm stuck with no medications to help alleviate this pain and these **** panic attacks at work. For now I joined several new groups on Facebook and I'm hoping they help keep me busy for awhile. If you all could keep me in your thoughts I would surely appreciate it.