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<blockquote data-quote="Jena" data-source="post: 401700" data-attributes="member: 4514"><p>i have therapy in a bit, i asked about support group there's one tonite at the clinic at 5, yet most parents are those of aneroxia or bullimia kids. as per usual. i'll go to both. i'm exhausted though. teh back and forth to hospital all day kicks my butt and the non sleeping.me medically i'm fine besides the basics swollen junk. i'm made well lol. </p><p> </p><p>i took 3 prevacid's the other day and was able to eat a sandwich finally. yet today havent' eaten yet. i'm leaving in a little less than an hr will eat as i drive to therapy. i'd like to just sleep there. yea i'll be so happy when i see this kid eat.</p><p> </p><p>i did talk to the doctor's they see my point i was clear and concise totally backing them yet letting them know if you wanna phase me out which i have no problem with due to attachment issues that everyone keeps going on about. you dont 'know what we've been doing here or maybe i'm not expressing it the right way, i do not sleep here i walk away each night. super hard when kids sick medically and tubes flying about yet i do it. each day i take my breaks i take care of me. so i've been working on the attachment issue since day one. sorry if i was blunt i just keep hearing the same junk lol. yet doctor agrees if we need to to phase me out in a way in which she wont' get what we're doing.</p><p> </p><p>they agreed. so we'll do oh difficult child mom has therapy or support group or gotta wash laundry than come back when it's not time to eat sorta thing. if she catches wind we'll lose her. i told them i wanna go home within a few mos not be living here for a year which is what we'll have if you try to corner her. you will see the difficult child in her bigtime.</p><p> </p><p>husband is going to try to fly out in two weeks again for 2 days, easy child cant' she has midterms. ronald mcdonald house has no one in it super empty right now they said. so there's no ppl there to talk to. i'll be ok. just having a weak day. i am on target during day because she needs me yet at night my anxiety kicks up when i try to sleep. i hate that room there lol. hate it!!!</p><p> </p><p>thanks it truly helps coming in here. i'm sorry i haven't found the time to read others posts i'll try to regulate myself by tmrw and do the same for all of you as you have done for me time and time again <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jena, post: 401700, member: 4514"] i have therapy in a bit, i asked about support group there's one tonite at the clinic at 5, yet most parents are those of aneroxia or bullimia kids. as per usual. i'll go to both. i'm exhausted though. teh back and forth to hospital all day kicks my butt and the non sleeping.me medically i'm fine besides the basics swollen junk. i'm made well lol. i took 3 prevacid's the other day and was able to eat a sandwich finally. yet today havent' eaten yet. i'm leaving in a little less than an hr will eat as i drive to therapy. i'd like to just sleep there. yea i'll be so happy when i see this kid eat. i did talk to the doctor's they see my point i was clear and concise totally backing them yet letting them know if you wanna phase me out which i have no problem with due to attachment issues that everyone keeps going on about. you dont 'know what we've been doing here or maybe i'm not expressing it the right way, i do not sleep here i walk away each night. super hard when kids sick medically and tubes flying about yet i do it. each day i take my breaks i take care of me. so i've been working on the attachment issue since day one. sorry if i was blunt i just keep hearing the same junk lol. yet doctor agrees if we need to to phase me out in a way in which she wont' get what we're doing. they agreed. so we'll do oh difficult child mom has therapy or support group or gotta wash laundry than come back when it's not time to eat sorta thing. if she catches wind we'll lose her. i told them i wanna go home within a few mos not be living here for a year which is what we'll have if you try to corner her. you will see the difficult child in her bigtime. husband is going to try to fly out in two weeks again for 2 days, easy child cant' she has midterms. ronald mcdonald house has no one in it super empty right now they said. so there's no ppl there to talk to. i'll be ok. just having a weak day. i am on target during day because she needs me yet at night my anxiety kicks up when i try to sleep. i hate that room there lol. hate it!!! thanks it truly helps coming in here. i'm sorry i haven't found the time to read others posts i'll try to regulate myself by tmrw and do the same for all of you as you have done for me time and time again :) [/QUOTE]
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