Oh Pasa, I am so sorry. I wish I could hug you right now.
You have been through so much with him in his short life. I wish we could fast-forward him to age 26 and see what is going on then, I'm hoping by then he will be walking in a whole new direction. I also know that's a long time.
Pasa, you know, and we all know, that if he keeps on like this, he will end up in jail. I don't know how you feel about that today. I know that there came a time for me when I was grateful, truly grateful, for Difficult Child being in jail. I could rest so much easier then.
No, you can't have him in your home. You know that and we know that. He is confirming that with his behavior.
Sometimes, It is good for us when their behavior is so extreme that it makes things clearer. But it still hurts so badly and is so painful.
Please come here for support and love and encouragement. We are here for you. You're not alone in this.
Warm hugs for you, Pasa. Extremely warm hugs. And lots of them.
