I to have been here for quite awhile and the support I received and still receive has been a life saver for me. Part of the reason I had stopped posting was because of something quite critical someone said to me that I was unemotionally able to deal with at that time. The other reason was because I was so depressed and felt so hopeless I just... anyway, I was and am a daily lurker. I check the board often. I am even posting again now that things are better and I feel stronger.
I read a lot of Mikey's posts and a lot of the responses. To be honest sometime I felt some of the responses were quite brutal. When that happened to me, and it was just one person that pm'd me, it caused me to doubt myself so much I quit posting for almost two years. I felt I had nothing of value to offer. I was so depressed I just couldn't deal with that. I was always here tho, I never left I got to attached to all you guys and needed to know everyone was ok.
I hope Mikey and his family are doing well and I to hope to see him post again. Maybe him seeing that we have not forgotten about him and we do care will inspire him :smile:
Lea
