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<blockquote data-quote="Mattsmom277" data-source="post: 444918" data-attributes="member: 4264"><p>I just did something that I'll regret a pound or two from now and indulged in a tiny kid size chocolate cone, a sugar cone at that. Lucky for me I vomit over 10 grams of sugar if I consume above, but still its a throw back to where I ate to cover my pain and self soothe so it's a sign I'm compensating unhealthily and that annoys me too! But on the other hand, that was my first cone since my gastric bypass in 2004 and it was dang good.</p><p></p><p>I'm a bit less RARRRRRR post cone but I'm feeling mad at myself. Mad that I'm not holding my strength and resolve to not cave under pressure. Mad at myself for unreasonable expectations of myself and somehow pretending I'm super human then beating myself up when I prove I am not nor could I ever be (or anybody for that matter).</p><p></p><p>I am taking a cup of tea to the tub along with a guilty pleasure novel (read: trival mindless drivel with no educational value) Then I'm going to bed and hoping tomorrow is a better day. Thank you all. Much.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Mattsmom277, post: 444918, member: 4264"] I just did something that I'll regret a pound or two from now and indulged in a tiny kid size chocolate cone, a sugar cone at that. Lucky for me I vomit over 10 grams of sugar if I consume above, but still its a throw back to where I ate to cover my pain and self soothe so it's a sign I'm compensating unhealthily and that annoys me too! But on the other hand, that was my first cone since my gastric bypass in 2004 and it was dang good. I'm a bit less RARRRRRR post cone but I'm feeling mad at myself. Mad that I'm not holding my strength and resolve to not cave under pressure. Mad at myself for unreasonable expectations of myself and somehow pretending I'm super human then beating myself up when I prove I am not nor could I ever be (or anybody for that matter). I am taking a cup of tea to the tub along with a guilty pleasure novel (read: trival mindless drivel with no educational value) Then I'm going to bed and hoping tomorrow is a better day. Thank you all. Much. [/QUOTE]
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