difficult children letter came today. It SEEMS very heartfelt, and until she goes through CTTC, I am choosing to believe her. Sitting in jail may be opening her eyes to the world. She is apparently having a hard time thinking abt her children and the damage SHE has done to them. She is also seeing there are people in this world who dont have the support and life she has/had.
She says she wants to change. She even thanked me for getting her ARRESTED! She said she never believed she wld say that, me either! She apparently was going down an even worse road! Anyway, for now, I can choose to believe the worst or support her in hopefully starting down the right path. I choose to support her and we will see over the nxt yrs how it goes. I have come to terms with the fact that I probably will always have that feeling of unease with her life for a long, long time, but for now, I choose to live with hope!
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