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I am beyond irritated and into the cant stand myself stage.
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<blockquote data-quote="DammitJanet" data-source="post: 401332" data-attributes="member: 1514"><p>I do think this all just hit me and bothered me more because of the timing. I mean, really, honestly, she isnt even my kid ya know? I would have probably been just as upset even if we hadnt had the dance classes scheduled. I did talk to the dance teacher and she didnt cancel the one today because she found out so last minute and she doesnt know how many of the kids are actually in public pre-k. Guess she will see today. She is going to decide what to do about next weeks class. Maybe move it to the afternoon or something. She did tell me not to worry, she will give Keyana make up days anyway, even if they are one on one. We have to get these kids ready for the recital in June...lol. </p><p></p><p>I know my going off is more about my being upset than anything else. The only people who are oblivious to my mental health are the people living with me. Duh! They are so thick sometimes. Tony had to work today too because he missed Monday and Tuesday. By last night I was practically a quivering mess. I quietly asked him if he really really had to work or if he could please ask someone else to just take them in because I was sick. He said no...he had to go. I just turned and went into my room, shut the door, and fell apart. He thought I was mad because as he put it..."he had to go make a living." Uhhhh...no. Im on the bed, crying my eyes out...and he seemingly cant figure out that I am having a moment. Oh..and it never even occurred to him why. I am trying to hiccup it out to him that I am extremely fragile right now, that I have way too many losses and Im upset because its my Birthday and my Daddy isnt sending me my card and I cant talk to anyone because I lost my therapist. He goes...well you have me. Well....no I dont. !!!!! You are going to work! He simply doesnt understand and cant understand exactly how I feel because he doesnt have my problems. He makes friends. He has friends and he doesnt have to pay someone to listen to him. I think in a small way he was almost jealous of my relationship with my therapist. </p><p></p><p>Ugh....I will make it through this. Somehow.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="DammitJanet, post: 401332, member: 1514"] I do think this all just hit me and bothered me more because of the timing. I mean, really, honestly, she isnt even my kid ya know? I would have probably been just as upset even if we hadnt had the dance classes scheduled. I did talk to the dance teacher and she didnt cancel the one today because she found out so last minute and she doesnt know how many of the kids are actually in public pre-k. Guess she will see today. She is going to decide what to do about next weeks class. Maybe move it to the afternoon or something. She did tell me not to worry, she will give Keyana make up days anyway, even if they are one on one. We have to get these kids ready for the recital in June...lol. I know my going off is more about my being upset than anything else. The only people who are oblivious to my mental health are the people living with me. Duh! They are so thick sometimes. Tony had to work today too because he missed Monday and Tuesday. By last night I was practically a quivering mess. I quietly asked him if he really really had to work or if he could please ask someone else to just take them in because I was sick. He said no...he had to go. I just turned and went into my room, shut the door, and fell apart. He thought I was mad because as he put it..."he had to go make a living." Uhhhh...no. Im on the bed, crying my eyes out...and he seemingly cant figure out that I am having a moment. Oh..and it never even occurred to him why. I am trying to hiccup it out to him that I am extremely fragile right now, that I have way too many losses and Im upset because its my Birthday and my Daddy isnt sending me my card and I cant talk to anyone because I lost my therapist. He goes...well you have me. Well....no I dont. !!!!! You are going to work! He simply doesnt understand and cant understand exactly how I feel because he doesnt have my problems. He makes friends. He has friends and he doesnt have to pay someone to listen to him. I think in a small way he was almost jealous of my relationship with my therapist. Ugh....I will make it through this. Somehow. [/QUOTE]
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