Kay just got finished yelling at me. She said, and this is a very short version: 1. I (meaning me) want to be naive and not know what is going on in this country with forced vaccinations for everyone by 2020. They are going to force us all to get deadly vaccinations, like the flu shot etc. This will make us sick and kill us. It's a means of population control, like in Australia, and Big Pharma is doing it. 2. My not believing that this is true makes me a bad grandmother. I am loving but naive and therefore unsafe to Jaden. How does she know I wont vaccinate him behind her back so because of this I cant see him. 3. She is serene because she KNOWS how to cure all diseases including cancer and if I.would only listen to her, I would never get sick. Its selfish of me not to listen to her tell me how to prevent getting cancer so that I can live a longer time for her and J. I should want to know how to prevent and cure cancer. It is cured all the time and you DONT need chemotherapy. Holistic medicine cures cancer and Big Pharma will never allow most of us to know this so they are murdering homeopathic doctors. Yep! 90 homeopathic doctors have been murdered by Big Pharma. There names are on the internet. (I looked this up and on alternative healthcare sites, this is a huge conspiracy). 4. Now my saying "I see" and "interesting" when I listen meanst i dont believe these things and I am making fun of her and that I dont really believe her but she did the research and I didnt. Meanwhile she isn't going to talk to me again because she knows I don't believe her. That means I think she us stupid and its me who is naive and stupid. (Never once did she say she was wrong. I would never hurt her that way. But to you guys I admit that I think this is so wacky that I am literally sick to my stomach. I feel like throwing up.) She hung up telling me she doesnt want to talk to me anymore. I will nor be sending another letter. I am blocking her and enough is enough. I was shaking and crying when I got off the phone. Since I always talk on speaker her father heard everything and wanted to grab the phone but I told him not to get involved. It would have made things worse. But he was hot. I wonder if she is on hard drugs again. I wonder if she is more mentally ill. I am here for Kay, but not if she is going to abuse me. And her dad. She was throwing in zingers about him too. "Dad will stick up for YOU no matter what! Tell him I wont talk to him either. $#&@ both of you!" I am more okay than I should be. I think I realize this is not normal and I need to move on. My husband looks shell shocked. I dont think he has moved for ten minutes. I know we will talk later but we are not ready to yet. Am I doing the right thing? I get scared when she talks about these vaccines and diseases. Its weird.