I am so angry I dont know what to do with myself! This entire situations stinks! I have never in my life felt so helpless! Brian is in pain and numb and there is nothing I can do about it. I cant help take away the pain or anything! MS is so overwhelming and so unpredictable! We have no support or help here. My inlaws are on my **** list for now. Sammy is a total disaster right now. I cant tell the difference between what is being cause by medications and what is stress. He has constant hand clapping and jumping and repetitive noises which are driving me batty! I know that it isnt his fault. I know that he cant control it but after 5 hours of constant clapping, i lost it! It would be so nice if my mother in law or sister in law would say hey, let me watch Sammy for an hour so you can catch your breath. My mother in law does nothing NOTHING at all with him. It would be one thing if she didnt do anything with my niece either but she spend every waking moment with her. She lives 10 minutes away and sees him maybe 2 times a month. This whole thing is crazy! To deal with each thing separately is one thing but to have husband find out he has MS and Sammy, Pervasive Developmental Disorder (PDD) and sub clinical seizures all in one week is a bit much! Sammy seems to have exploded with Autistic traits over night! I am talking to a therapist on April 2nd for me so we will see how that goes. I just need to know that it will get better that life will get better than this. We have literally had 8 years of chaos. I need the chaos to end and that doesnt seem likely!