Welcome to the board. This is a great place to come for advice, comfort, and support, and best of all, you can say what you feel, NO JUDGEMENT. Everyone here is super nice and no one will put you down no matter how bad things are at home. You don't have to hold anything back here. When you are ready, I hope you will post in more detail what is going on, we are here for you!! Take some time to familiarize yourself with the board and take a look at some of the other posts, and when you are ready to talk, we will be here to listen. It would also help identify you and your situation if you make a signature like most of us have that briefly explains the dynamics at home, you and your SO, your children, what ages and diagnosis's...etc. I look forward to getting to know you!!