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I feel like I'm in the twilight zone (humiliated and need to vent)
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<blockquote data-quote="stalln4x" data-source="post: 558301" data-attributes="member: 15244"><p>I'm not doing them right under her nose (this week). I don't have the resources to get them without stealing until Wednesday. That's a good idea Nancy--I'd say I wouldn't want to go behind their back to rehab and ruin this class, but that's a hell of a lot better than going behind their back doing drugs and ruining this class. I'm going to step out of the AA meeting she's taking me to at 5:30 and call my insurance again to get the scoop. I have only myself to blame, but god is this humiliating. All they care about is me getting a D or better in Spanish so I get credit for it. Like I'd even be able to pass Spanish 2 getting a D in the first course anyway. </p><p></p><p>I'm under my parents insurance plan but it's pretty good so maybe I'll be able to afford it soon if I can go that long without blowing it all on drugs. And I need to start paying my credit card that's maxed out, but then it'll work at head shops again (at least street drug dealers don't take credit cards... k2 and kratom ruin people that way. That's the thing with rehab is I need this boost. </p><p></p><p>I honestly fear that if I did this on my own, they'd retaliate (not in spite for going to rehab but for not finishing this damn spanish class. I'm an honors student but I'm a full blown addict taking one class right now and I have 51% in it with a couple D-range quizzes he needs to put in, a few zeros for homework he's going to put in, and a huge exam tomorrow that apparently matters a LOT more than the fact I've been drunk or taking kratom or nitrous or k2 constantly. I'm sure I'm not being totally fair in my state right now but ugh.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="stalln4x, post: 558301, member: 15244"] I'm not doing them right under her nose (this week). I don't have the resources to get them without stealing until Wednesday. That's a good idea Nancy--I'd say I wouldn't want to go behind their back to rehab and ruin this class, but that's a hell of a lot better than going behind their back doing drugs and ruining this class. I'm going to step out of the AA meeting she's taking me to at 5:30 and call my insurance again to get the scoop. I have only myself to blame, but god is this humiliating. All they care about is me getting a D or better in Spanish so I get credit for it. Like I'd even be able to pass Spanish 2 getting a D in the first course anyway. I'm under my parents insurance plan but it's pretty good so maybe I'll be able to afford it soon if I can go that long without blowing it all on drugs. And I need to start paying my credit card that's maxed out, but then it'll work at head shops again (at least street drug dealers don't take credit cards... k2 and kratom ruin people that way. That's the thing with rehab is I need this boost. I honestly fear that if I did this on my own, they'd retaliate (not in spite for going to rehab but for not finishing this damn spanish class. I'm an honors student but I'm a full blown addict taking one class right now and I have 51% in it with a couple D-range quizzes he needs to put in, a few zeros for homework he's going to put in, and a huge exam tomorrow that apparently matters a LOT more than the fact I've been drunk or taking kratom or nitrous or k2 constantly. I'm sure I'm not being totally fair in my state right now but ugh. [/QUOTE]
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