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I finally did it, but Bart is fuming and blocked me.
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<blockquote data-quote="BusynMember" data-source="post: 740864" data-attributes="member: 1550"><p>I find myself awake tonight for the first time in a long time, talking to God and my divine loved ones. The middle of the night is so peaceful. My head clears. The world clears. I feel close to my angels and spirit guides. I try to hear their wisdom. I keep getting messages that I am here to help others but that every soul is on its its own path and that I cant force others to go any faster than they can. Oh, I know many of you dont believe in spirit guides and angels <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /> but I am here with mine. This, besides God, is how I find comfort and support. I need validation that I am doing right by Bart; by myself. I want to let him back in. He is my child. But I cant allow his abuse anymore. I wonder if he will call back and accept boundaries. He has done this before for bits of time.</p><p></p><p>Tomorrow is a busy day. The dog trainer. Love her! Lunch with friends! Jumper after work. Then a quiet night with my husband...my phone off.</p><p></p><p>For those of you who feel the comfort of God and angels and guides and our loved ones in spirit, do you also feel the Divine so strong at night? For others who sit with their own wisdom, is night more profound for you too? Dark and peaceful?</p><p></p><p>We are getting a small pellet stove and its cool out and I wish we already had it. Is anything more cozy than reading under a soft blanket near a fire? I cant wait. For now I have my dog who wandared out ti be wirh me.</p><p></p><p>I am going to watch a comedy on TV then go back into my room to cuddle wirh my husband and my other dogs.</p><p></p><p>I am muting my phone so that nobody wakes me up in the morning. I dont know if he will call me as if nothing happened tonight or not (he is prone to that) but I am not ready to talk to him about his case and how crappy his life is, knowing he will do nothing to make it better.</p><p></p><p>I need my coffee and the birds singing in the early morning. But he wakes me every day as he drives to work. If he was nice to ke, I would like his calls.</p><p></p><p>But not this morning. I want to stay with this feeling of peace today.</p><p></p><p>Love and light!</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="BusynMember, post: 740864, member: 1550"] I find myself awake tonight for the first time in a long time, talking to God and my divine loved ones. The middle of the night is so peaceful. My head clears. The world clears. I feel close to my angels and spirit guides. I try to hear their wisdom. I keep getting messages that I am here to help others but that every soul is on its its own path and that I cant force others to go any faster than they can. Oh, I know many of you dont believe in spirit guides and angels :) but I am here with mine. This, besides God, is how I find comfort and support. I need validation that I am doing right by Bart; by myself. I want to let him back in. He is my child. But I cant allow his abuse anymore. I wonder if he will call back and accept boundaries. He has done this before for bits of time. Tomorrow is a busy day. The dog trainer. Love her! Lunch with friends! Jumper after work. Then a quiet night with my husband...my phone off. For those of you who feel the comfort of God and angels and guides and our loved ones in spirit, do you also feel the Divine so strong at night? For others who sit with their own wisdom, is night more profound for you too? Dark and peaceful? We are getting a small pellet stove and its cool out and I wish we already had it. Is anything more cozy than reading under a soft blanket near a fire? I cant wait. For now I have my dog who wandared out ti be wirh me. I am going to watch a comedy on TV then go back into my room to cuddle wirh my husband and my other dogs. I am muting my phone so that nobody wakes me up in the morning. I dont know if he will call me as if nothing happened tonight or not (he is prone to that) but I am not ready to talk to him about his case and how crappy his life is, knowing he will do nothing to make it better. I need my coffee and the birds singing in the early morning. But he wakes me every day as he drives to work. If he was nice to ke, I would like his calls. But not this morning. I want to stay with this feeling of peace today. Love and light! [/QUOTE]
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