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<blockquote data-quote="LoveMyDuke" data-source="post: 312826"><p>lmf64, thanks. capri sun...I actually grinned at reading that. Not because of what you did or what I did...but because of the insanity that pushes people to do something so completely stupid. </p><p> </p><p>I'm OK with people telling me I've made really BAD choices. Believe me, I know this. It's just that sometimes other factors come into play and you only see what you want to see, because at the moment it seems like everything will be OK. That's why I'm here...I deluded myself into believing this would work out. But in reality, I KNEW it wouldn't. </p><p> </p><p>After all I've been through, I just wanted normalcy. And what did I do? Went right back into chaos...from an alcoholic relationship to one tainted mental illness (and who knows what else is going on with those two.)</p><p> </p><p>I sometimes hate my own self-awareness. Maybe it would be easier if I could exist in ignorant bliss, defending my bad choices, acting as though "all is good." </p><p> </p><p>Sorry if I'm writing too much today. This is keeping my from going over the edge.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="LoveMyDuke, post: 312826"] lmf64, thanks. capri sun...I actually grinned at reading that. Not because of what you did or what I did...but because of the insanity that pushes people to do something so completely stupid. I'm OK with people telling me I've made really BAD choices. Believe me, I know this. It's just that sometimes other factors come into play and you only see what you want to see, because at the moment it seems like everything will be OK. That's why I'm here...I deluded myself into believing this would work out. But in reality, I KNEW it wouldn't. After all I've been through, I just wanted normalcy. And what did I do? Went right back into chaos...from an alcoholic relationship to one tainted mental illness (and who knows what else is going on with those two.) I sometimes hate my own self-awareness. Maybe it would be easier if I could exist in ignorant bliss, defending my bad choices, acting as though "all is good." Sorry if I'm writing too much today. This is keeping my from going over the edge. [/QUOTE]
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