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<blockquote data-quote="susiestar" data-source="post: 284704" data-attributes="member: 1233"><p>My Dad wasn't home earlier in the day. I talked to husband and we were going to call in the evening to apologize. But I just added a new medicine on Monday and it keeps knocking me out. I HAD to take it because I have to get it in my body to help with the Vit D situation. </p><p></p><p>It KNOCKED ME OUT!!! I slept for the longest I have slept at any one time in 6 months. What a HORRIBLE day to do that on. I actually fell asleep about 4 and woke up at midnight. It feels a bit better but again I feel terrible for not following through.</p><p></p><p>Sigh. Not much I can do. I think part of the problem is my brother stirring Mom's emotions up. He LOVES to push the envelope as far as making me out to be the "bad" child. Has for years, and is usually highly successful. Heck, he even made his divorce out to be largely my fault, LOL!!! (I truly find that to be hilarious, because he is a whack-job and he married one too!)</p><p></p><p>I am sure bro stirred things up because HE feels neglected. For some BIZARRE reason he thinks he and I should exchange Mothers and Fathers day gifts. I think he is nuts, but he actually is mortally wounded if I forget. I told him last year that I wasn't doing it with him, that it is for our parents, and if we did siblings too then it might as well be another Christmas. </p><p></p><p>I just want the drama to be GONE. I know it is false hope, but there it is.</p><p></p><p>I am writing a letter to my dad. husband is in town for a doctor appointment in the morning and I am giong to have him take it over to my parents. Calling at this point will be FAR more drama than I can cope with. I know myself and know that with the pain and depression I DON"T need to push myself any closer to the edge. The disease is hard enough - I don't need my parents shoving anything else at me.</p><p></p><p>Thanks for understanding. I really needed to hear what you had to say.</p><p></p><p>Shari, I TOTALLY understand how you feel. Sometimes I think Mother's and Father's day are some kind of Holy Day of Obligation, only instead of going to Mass you have to adore your parents.</p><p></p><p>the thing is that I DO the "Thought of you and this is the Tuesday morning I love you and this is a hug from me" gift thing frequently.</p><p></p><p>Hugs to all. And Happy Father's Day to all your husband's!</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="susiestar, post: 284704, member: 1233"] My Dad wasn't home earlier in the day. I talked to husband and we were going to call in the evening to apologize. But I just added a new medicine on Monday and it keeps knocking me out. I HAD to take it because I have to get it in my body to help with the Vit D situation. It KNOCKED ME OUT!!! I slept for the longest I have slept at any one time in 6 months. What a HORRIBLE day to do that on. I actually fell asleep about 4 and woke up at midnight. It feels a bit better but again I feel terrible for not following through. Sigh. Not much I can do. I think part of the problem is my brother stirring Mom's emotions up. He LOVES to push the envelope as far as making me out to be the "bad" child. Has for years, and is usually highly successful. Heck, he even made his divorce out to be largely my fault, LOL!!! (I truly find that to be hilarious, because he is a whack-job and he married one too!) I am sure bro stirred things up because HE feels neglected. For some BIZARRE reason he thinks he and I should exchange Mothers and Fathers day gifts. I think he is nuts, but he actually is mortally wounded if I forget. I told him last year that I wasn't doing it with him, that it is for our parents, and if we did siblings too then it might as well be another Christmas. I just want the drama to be GONE. I know it is false hope, but there it is. I am writing a letter to my dad. husband is in town for a doctor appointment in the morning and I am giong to have him take it over to my parents. Calling at this point will be FAR more drama than I can cope with. I know myself and know that with the pain and depression I DON"T need to push myself any closer to the edge. The disease is hard enough - I don't need my parents shoving anything else at me. Thanks for understanding. I really needed to hear what you had to say. Shari, I TOTALLY understand how you feel. Sometimes I think Mother's and Father's day are some kind of Holy Day of Obligation, only instead of going to Mass you have to adore your parents. the thing is that I DO the "Thought of you and this is the Tuesday morning I love you and this is a hug from me" gift thing frequently. Hugs to all. And Happy Father's Day to all your husband's! [/QUOTE]
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