My babygirl loves her brother and he her, when they are together is when I see the real man I raised shine through. I spend just as much time with her as I did when he did not live in my house, she comes first. My house is full, ( my mom is also here for 2 months) and she loves it.
I am going to take the advice of everyone and seek out a local meeting.
I think I have the relief feeling you mentioned Sunny, thats kind of what it feels like, I just accepted that he could stay here and get better or stay here and die.
I like sitting down to a dinner and having both of my children at the table with me. I like putting his bagel in the toaster in the morning, I like saying breakfast is ready. stupid? maybe...
I live my life, I love my husband and babygirl, we do all the things that we want to do together. She is happy.
The minute, the very second that that is threatened he will go. I promise you that.
Grace
