I am so emotionally worn out by my son. And now, he is starting to go through puberty and it is getting worse. He has been being really aggressive with me. He threw a chair at me a few weeks ago. He has been raising his fists at me, and he has been aggressive and mean. Last night, he told me "I just wish I was grown up already so I could go on ahead and kill you." I am at a loss. I hate to say this, but it is so much nicer in the house when he isn't here. And I know he can behave because he will go to other people's houses and does it there. But at school and home, he is a terror. Some of it is his illness, but alot is more than that. He is sooooo angry all the time. And I just want to scream.