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<blockquote data-quote="meowbunny" data-source="post: 173984" data-attributes="member: 3626"><p>Quite honestly, I have no intention of stating the facts of where the money was. I simply stated that she owed me the money because she stole the money from me. Let her attorney and the courts work out the rest. I just have to get to her to have her sign the IOU. Right now, I honestly can't face her. It seems that I can't get over this one. Usually by now I've made the excuses for her and forgiven her. Not this time.</p><p> </p><p>I'm numb. The anger is gone or well submerged but there's no feeling. No love. No hate. Just disbelief. That I can't feel any love for my child is truly shocking. No matter what she has done in the past, the love has always been there. She's stolen from me before. She's stabbed me with scissors, blackened my eye, wrecked my car. Through all of it, I loved her. I would have died for that child. Now, I feel as if she's a stranger. What a sad state affairs.</p><p> </p><p>To me, this feeling of nothingness is worse than any anger I've ever felt. I'm having a hard time finding a reason to go on. If nothing else, there was my daughter and her need for me. Now, that need doesn't matter. Depression is definitely winning.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="meowbunny, post: 173984, member: 3626"] Quite honestly, I have no intention of stating the facts of where the money was. I simply stated that she owed me the money because she stole the money from me. Let her attorney and the courts work out the rest. I just have to get to her to have her sign the IOU. Right now, I honestly can't face her. It seems that I can't get over this one. Usually by now I've made the excuses for her and forgiven her. Not this time. I'm numb. The anger is gone or well submerged but there's no feeling. No love. No hate. Just disbelief. That I can't feel any love for my child is truly shocking. No matter what she has done in the past, the love has always been there. She's stolen from me before. She's stabbed me with scissors, blackened my eye, wrecked my car. Through all of it, I loved her. I would have died for that child. Now, I feel as if she's a stranger. What a sad state affairs. To me, this feeling of nothingness is worse than any anger I've ever felt. I'm having a hard time finding a reason to go on. If nothing else, there was my daughter and her need for me. Now, that need doesn't matter. Depression is definitely winning. [/QUOTE]
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