I'm sorry that you're going through this.
I do like [USER=16024]@AppleCori[/USER] 's idea. If it seems comfortable for you maybe use the hotel as a get away. If you don't want to go out lounge around in the room. Watch movies. Order room service. If you don't want to do it alone maybe invite a friend or relative to go along. Or skip it all
Even if you decide to skip it, give yourself credit for thinking about it and reaching out.
