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I really hate this whole situation
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<blockquote data-quote="JKF" data-source="post: 587622" data-attributes="member: 12470"><p>I wish I had more energy right now to reply to all of you individually but I'm so exhausted and spent. I have read all of your replies over and over again and I can't thank you enough for the support and advice and kind words. It truly gives me the strength to go on. </p><p></p><p>I'm sitting here in my warm house and can't get difficult child out of my mind. Where is he sleeping? What is he doing? Is he safe? Is he cold? Hungry? Ugggh! Omg this is horrible. So painful and I don't know how I'm still sane bc I really want to fall apart. I want to rescue him but I know I can't. What hurts the most is that I DO have a warm home and an extra bed yet my child is out on the cold streets. But I know I can't bring him here because our lives will become unbearable. He'll steal from us, threaten us, make us feel unsafe in our own home. I have given him chances to live here before and each time it has ended worse than the time before. Last time it ended with him threatening to kill me. That still scares me to the core to this day. </p><p></p><p>In spite of everything difficult child is still my son and I love him with all of my heart and soul. The pain of this whole situation is almost unbearable. But I'm going to force myself to stay strong and move forward no matter what happens.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="JKF, post: 587622, member: 12470"] I wish I had more energy right now to reply to all of you individually but I'm so exhausted and spent. I have read all of your replies over and over again and I can't thank you enough for the support and advice and kind words. It truly gives me the strength to go on. I'm sitting here in my warm house and can't get difficult child out of my mind. Where is he sleeping? What is he doing? Is he safe? Is he cold? Hungry? Ugggh! Omg this is horrible. So painful and I don't know how I'm still sane bc I really want to fall apart. I want to rescue him but I know I can't. What hurts the most is that I DO have a warm home and an extra bed yet my child is out on the cold streets. But I know I can't bring him here because our lives will become unbearable. He'll steal from us, threaten us, make us feel unsafe in our own home. I have given him chances to live here before and each time it has ended worse than the time before. Last time it ended with him threatening to kill me. That still scares me to the core to this day. In spite of everything difficult child is still my son and I love him with all of my heart and soul. The pain of this whole situation is almost unbearable. But I'm going to force myself to stay strong and move forward no matter what happens. [/QUOTE]
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