I have some Easter stuff and a few other things for difficult child and was going to meet him at the library today and drop it all off. I made it clear to him that I was only meeting him, dropping the stuff off and leaving. I told him I wasn't bringing easy child/difficult child bc he is having a hard time dealing with all of this. He messaged me back saying he didn't want anything. He also said that he can't believe that we allow him to be homeless when we have a nice house and an extra room with an extra bed. How can we be so heartless he wants to know. He told me I only care about my husband and that its obvious to everyone that he and his brother mean nothing to me. He said we do nothing to help him and no one cares about him. According to him he's taking his medications for us and that the dr said he doesn't need them because he's normal. He said the dr prescribed them to humor us. Yeah right. I remained calm and told him that he's entitled to his feelings just like we're entitled to ours. I didn't go to see him but I'm feeling badly about that now. I'm emotionally numb at this point. I don't know what more I can do to help him and he's not in a position to help himself. He can't come here to the house and he's banned from the shelter for not following rules and being verbally abusive to the staff. He doesn't try to get himself help. He's desperate and that scares me. He's literally at rock bottom and he knows it. I'm so afraid of what's going to happen. I really don't see a positive outcome. I hate this whole situation. I don't know what to do. It's horrible and so sad.