No, it has not been scheduled yet. It is not even a for sure thing. I see the OBGYN a week from today. I have to get blood work done on the way. I have an appointment with my internist next month, at which point I need to get a medical release from her. If I get that medical release, and my blood tests are OK, then I can schedule the surgery.
I have talked to my doctor about how I feel. he says it is circumstancial, and to a degree, I believe he is right. But these circumstances have been going on for so long...and I jst feel my life spiralling out of control. Every little thing sets me off. As I dropped difficult child off at school today, I told her she looked beautiful (new dress). Her response? "You look hideous".
And I feel it.
