Thank you all for your hugs and well wishes.
You know, I have a regular AA meeting that I've been slacking off on. Why? Because I'm embarrassed at how I look. I do have a sponsor that I talk to regularly but I don't see very often.
The pattern I'm seeing is that I'm doing things halfway. And that's just the things that I even attempt to do at all.
Its gotten so bad, I hardly know where to start. Aahhhhhhh!
I am so grateful for this site...