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<blockquote data-quote="flutterbee" data-source="post: 69958"><p>Well, he's vacuuming now. My head is thumping, but it's his way of making amends. I really don't care right now. I'm so upset with him. In the past, I've always just gotten angry. Today, I cried.</p><p></p><p>He left for a bit to go to his friends. When I sent his friend home, he immediately said he was going there. I told him he wasn't. It didn't even get that heated. I told him I was sick of it, started to cry and told him I was done. He went to his room, came down a few minutes later said he was sorry he hurt me, asked if he could go to his friends. I told him that I didn't care; I just wanted him out of my sight. Harsh? Yep. Do I care? Not at the moment.</p><p></p><p>When he did the thing in April I referred to in the original post, my mom defended him. I was infuriated. Had it out with her. She finally gets it, I think. She at least pretends. It's always been hard to make her understand things and it's usually taken a knock-down-drag-out to do it. Almost like I'm not really serious unless I get horribly upset. I had my first major depressive episode when I was 14 and her way of helping was reminding me of all the starving children in the world and that I didn't have it so bad. She doesn't do well with health or mental health issues. She's never had problems with either, so she doesn't understand.</p><p></p><p>I called her a bit ago. She didn't defend him. Could have knocked me over with a feather.</p><p></p><p>They do know what's going on at work, but I can't say I blame them. It's not fair to everyone else and they've been supportive for a long time. Well, my boss has been, anyway. If I do lose my job, it probably will be a blessing in disguise, and I have been looking to see what's out there.</p><p></p><p>Thank you for the support and understanding. Sometimes I feel so isolated in this.</p><p></p><p>I'm changing easy child's title to easy child/PITA. Or maybe just PITA.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="flutterbee, post: 69958"] Well, he's vacuuming now. My head is thumping, but it's his way of making amends. I really don't care right now. I'm so upset with him. In the past, I've always just gotten angry. Today, I cried. He left for a bit to go to his friends. When I sent his friend home, he immediately said he was going there. I told him he wasn't. It didn't even get that heated. I told him I was sick of it, started to cry and told him I was done. He went to his room, came down a few minutes later said he was sorry he hurt me, asked if he could go to his friends. I told him that I didn't care; I just wanted him out of my sight. Harsh? Yep. Do I care? Not at the moment. When he did the thing in April I referred to in the original post, my mom defended him. I was infuriated. Had it out with her. She finally gets it, I think. She at least pretends. It's always been hard to make her understand things and it's usually taken a knock-down-drag-out to do it. Almost like I'm not really serious unless I get horribly upset. I had my first major depressive episode when I was 14 and her way of helping was reminding me of all the starving children in the world and that I didn't have it so bad. She doesn't do well with health or mental health issues. She's never had problems with either, so she doesn't understand. I called her a bit ago. She didn't defend him. Could have knocked me over with a feather. They do know what's going on at work, but I can't say I blame them. It's not fair to everyone else and they've been supportive for a long time. Well, my boss has been, anyway. If I do lose my job, it probably will be a blessing in disguise, and I have been looking to see what's out there. Thank you for the support and understanding. Sometimes I feel so isolated in this. I'm changing easy child's title to easy child/PITA. Or maybe just PITA. [/QUOTE]
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