And, I am having a hard time digging out of it. I've been in a constant worry about whether or not difficult child will be getting up and going to school. And I know that my anxiety does not help hers. I just can't seem to get past it. I know it is some PTSD, but I wish it would just go away. She has gone the last 2 days, but this morning was not easy. Once we got to school, she was hesitant about getting out of the car. When she does that, it just sets my anxiety off through the roof. husband is of no help in the matter. He avoids us as much as possible. He leaves to work out before we get up, and comes home after I have taken her. And then he doesn't get home from work until after we have had dinner. He spends no time with us. So, the majority of difficult child's issues fall on me. I am just sad. I just want her to go to school.