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<blockquote data-quote="Jena" data-source="post: 121515" data-attributes="member: 4514"><p>true,</p><p></p><p>i know so many people who have some really bad ones and they continue to bury them and surpress them and you can actually see them come out through how they live their life. kinda almost like kids that act out when somethings' wrong. </p><p></p><p>fascinating, huh...? my demon is my dad. he lives in another state alot of abuse there for me, i saved myself years ago got out and came to new york on my own i knew if i didn't i might not make it mentally that is.</p><p></p><p>hence through all this stuff with the little one, experiencing anxiety myself due to it and flying totally off charts last week, it occured after my dad's call. haven't seen him in 22 years we've spoken peridiocally i never have mentioned it never faced it. forgave him within myself i think. he called me the other day like he knew me who i am, etc. and started rambling on to me about his problems and how could i have lost everything our apt. etc. what kind of person am i?? now get this we talk about once every umm 3 years a ten min. call if that. the anger and upsetment that came up within me following that phone call truly indicated to me that i'm not done. i'm afraid to confront him. ive shelfed him for years. nowhe's fallen off my mental shelf........LOL........think i gotta throw him out to move forward cleaner......mentally cleaner.</p><p></p><p>Jen <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jena, post: 121515, member: 4514"] true, i know so many people who have some really bad ones and they continue to bury them and surpress them and you can actually see them come out through how they live their life. kinda almost like kids that act out when somethings' wrong. fascinating, huh...? my demon is my dad. he lives in another state alot of abuse there for me, i saved myself years ago got out and came to new york on my own i knew if i didn't i might not make it mentally that is. hence through all this stuff with the little one, experiencing anxiety myself due to it and flying totally off charts last week, it occured after my dad's call. haven't seen him in 22 years we've spoken peridiocally i never have mentioned it never faced it. forgave him within myself i think. he called me the other day like he knew me who i am, etc. and started rambling on to me about his problems and how could i have lost everything our apt. etc. what kind of person am i?? now get this we talk about once every umm 3 years a ten min. call if that. the anger and upsetment that came up within me following that phone call truly indicated to me that i'm not done. i'm afraid to confront him. ive shelfed him for years. nowhe's fallen off my mental shelf........LOL........think i gotta throw him out to move forward cleaner......mentally cleaner. Jen :) [/QUOTE]
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