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<blockquote data-quote="Jena" data-source="post: 121621" data-attributes="member: 4514"><p>i'm so sorry your having a rough time. it is hard even finding time for our therapists.....LOL.....perversly funny right?? sheesh when ya gotta fight to get time for the therapist person......crazy...<img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /></p><p></p><p>anyway i'm pretty sure i want to go, spoke to boyfriend about it last night i've never told him the whole tale few corona's and i was ready. so i told him he was very taken back actually did some breathing through it then when he went to the bathroom in the bar we were in hugged me and gave me this big kiss. he's not very verbal alot of it is with the body language when it comes to him. ((his way of saying sorry honey)). </p><p></p><p>my one fear is if i go and don't feel satisfied after it. also do i give him a heads up i'm coming (my dad) that is, or do i just show up. he'll probably avoid me if i try to schedule it with him. i don't think i'm looking for any answers, i think i just need to let him know what he's done to me, how he's hurt me the impact his actions have had on my life and to release it finally and more importantly face him i've always been afraid to ,hence 22 years have passed.</p><p></p><p>they say that you should bring someone with you yet i don't have anyone to bring really. i can't expect boyfriend to come to be honest we're still pretty new even though we're functioning like some old married couple. my one best friend happens to be a man and he wouldn't be good with that nor would i blame him. i can handle it alone, it's my old town. think i have alot of ghosts there i need to face my old high school the old house the condo where it all happened, stuff like that. probably need to do it alone too i think. it's a little scarey but scarey's good i think sometimes. </p><p></p><p>it's either this or i do it via gravesite....??? i think i'd regret not facing it sooner knowing me.</p><p></p><p>thanks for listening...</p><p></p><p>jen</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jena, post: 121621, member: 4514"] i'm so sorry your having a rough time. it is hard even finding time for our therapists.....LOL.....perversly funny right?? sheesh when ya gotta fight to get time for the therapist person......crazy...:) anyway i'm pretty sure i want to go, spoke to boyfriend about it last night i've never told him the whole tale few corona's and i was ready. so i told him he was very taken back actually did some breathing through it then when he went to the bathroom in the bar we were in hugged me and gave me this big kiss. he's not very verbal alot of it is with the body language when it comes to him. ((his way of saying sorry honey)). my one fear is if i go and don't feel satisfied after it. also do i give him a heads up i'm coming (my dad) that is, or do i just show up. he'll probably avoid me if i try to schedule it with him. i don't think i'm looking for any answers, i think i just need to let him know what he's done to me, how he's hurt me the impact his actions have had on my life and to release it finally and more importantly face him i've always been afraid to ,hence 22 years have passed. they say that you should bring someone with you yet i don't have anyone to bring really. i can't expect boyfriend to come to be honest we're still pretty new even though we're functioning like some old married couple. my one best friend happens to be a man and he wouldn't be good with that nor would i blame him. i can handle it alone, it's my old town. think i have alot of ghosts there i need to face my old high school the old house the condo where it all happened, stuff like that. probably need to do it alone too i think. it's a little scarey but scarey's good i think sometimes. it's either this or i do it via gravesite....??? i think i'd regret not facing it sooner knowing me. thanks for listening... jen [/QUOTE]
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