New Leaf, I’m so very sorry to hear this. It was a start, she did it once and she could do it again.
The one step forward, five steps back is a familiar one to many of us but I pray that the steps back will become fewer and fewer as she continues to seek sobriety and that inner light you were fortunate enough to see. It’s just so hard being on the other end of that yo-yo.
I send you warm hugs and prayers of strength as you continue to support her when she is making the effort. May she always feel your love.