Leaf…
I know it’s gut-wrenching Hope.
I don’t have that hope anymore for my son. But I also don’t live waiting. I don’t live with the unknown. I don’t live in limbo. I don’t live with fearfulness. So I know both sides of this story of addiction very well.
My trauma is over. The worst thing in the world DID happen. And I survived it. Know that whatever happens you will survive too Leaf. They really don’t mean to hurt us so much over and over again for years if not decades. Like you said…it is addiction. And you never know what might happen next…for better or worse.
Know that you have fellow warrior moms out here praying for you and your daughters.
And also your granddaughter who is living by your example.
Hang in there Leaf.
Here for you.
Love ,
LMS
