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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 718796" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>It could be argued HE acts out worse because we are there watchiing, hovering, suffering. I believe they want us to suffer with them. So it is to share the agony. Angry we cannot take it away.</p><p></p><p> Make it go away mommy.</p><p></p><p>You see this illness that afflicts me? I see the logic of separation. But my heart cannot survive it.</p><p></p><p>I actually do believe on some level that putting myself forth as sacrifice offers some respite. To me. Not him.</p><p></p><p>Because I always feel I could have done more. Should.</p><p></p><p>Of course I see logically that my more makes his less. But I cannot get myself on the same page as my brain. My heart is a wild wild thing. It wants to find him and bring him home.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 718796, member: 18958"] It could be argued HE acts out worse because we are there watchiing, hovering, suffering. I believe they want us to suffer with them. So it is to share the agony. Angry we cannot take it away. Make it go away mommy. You see this illness that afflicts me? I see the logic of separation. But my heart cannot survive it. I actually do believe on some level that putting myself forth as sacrifice offers some respite. To me. Not him. Because I always feel I could have done more. Should. Of course I see logically that my more makes his less. But I cannot get myself on the same page as my brain. My heart is a wild wild thing. It wants to find him and bring him home. [/QUOTE]
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