It has been a emotionally and physically exhausting time. We have son at home. We are in limbo. We know he can not stop using on his own and are waiting for a rehab bed. Today I am taking him to the dentist, trying to get him to enroll in 2 courses at school, and to his bail meeting. Tomorrow it's back to court and then to out patient rehab and assessment for long term rehab intake. Friday he was psychotic and in a frenzy. He did calm down. He left and did not return until Sunday evening. Left Monday came back late yesterday and has been sleeping ever since. I want this whole process to be done and behind us. Waiting is horrid simply horrid. We can't help him Out patient can't help him. We had a 2 hour therapy session yesterday (me and husband). It was good but sooo draining. It is the long weekend and we would love to go away but of course we can't because of Difficult Child.