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<blockquote data-quote="elmo1015" data-source="post: 604648" data-attributes="member: 16749"><p>My difficult child finally was rearrested yesterday afternoon. He has his first appearance today at 1. Not sure if J is going to make it but husband told me that he will. And since I have to pick him up, I hope so. The day before yesterday, things were really hard. We did not have a good visit in the morning and the one later that night was even worse. It wasn't anything that difficult child did. It was more his state of mind. It kills me to see him in there, and when I see him and he's "ok" it's a little easier to deal with, but when he is crying the whole 30 minutes, it makes it worse. I will say that yesterday when he called to tell me that he had finally been rearrested, he was in much better spirits. He is still saying that he doesn't want to be bailed out and that he wants to do his time and get it over with. He is also wanting to go to the Access Center when he gets out. When we had the night visit the other day, he had said, "Mom, I don't want to hurt you anymore, if it's too hard to come see me then don't. I got myself in this and I can handle it on my own." He really seems to be wanting to change, and it's not just because he wants out, if that were the case, he wouldn't be saying don't bail me out. </p><p></p><p>I couldn't sleep tonight, I was laying in bed thinking about him. I love him so much and this is killing me. I really wish I had a crystal ball and could see into the future if he was really going to turn his life around or if he's just blowing smoke. I want to believe him, but I have been hurt so many times in the past. Sorry for rambling on. Just thought an update would be nice. I will post more after court and see what happens. </p><p></p><p>*elmo</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="elmo1015, post: 604648, member: 16749"] My difficult child finally was rearrested yesterday afternoon. He has his first appearance today at 1. Not sure if J is going to make it but husband told me that he will. And since I have to pick him up, I hope so. The day before yesterday, things were really hard. We did not have a good visit in the morning and the one later that night was even worse. It wasn't anything that difficult child did. It was more his state of mind. It kills me to see him in there, and when I see him and he's "ok" it's a little easier to deal with, but when he is crying the whole 30 minutes, it makes it worse. I will say that yesterday when he called to tell me that he had finally been rearrested, he was in much better spirits. He is still saying that he doesn't want to be bailed out and that he wants to do his time and get it over with. He is also wanting to go to the Access Center when he gets out. When we had the night visit the other day, he had said, "Mom, I don't want to hurt you anymore, if it's too hard to come see me then don't. I got myself in this and I can handle it on my own." He really seems to be wanting to change, and it's not just because he wants out, if that were the case, he wouldn't be saying don't bail me out. I couldn't sleep tonight, I was laying in bed thinking about him. I love him so much and this is killing me. I really wish I had a crystal ball and could see into the future if he was really going to turn his life around or if he's just blowing smoke. I want to believe him, but I have been hurt so many times in the past. Sorry for rambling on. Just thought an update would be nice. I will post more after court and see what happens. *elmo [/QUOTE]
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