We thought difficult child was doing better, but now we are not so sure. She talked to me a little this morning, and she said that she feels like she is a disappointment to everyone. And, that everything is just too much. She doesn't want to drop down her classes though. It just seems that outside life is too overwhelming. She said she isn't having suicidal thoughts though. She is just feeling like the entire world is stacked against her right now. So, we have discussed doing a partial hospital. program. It is an intensive 10 day program. She would be there form 8-3:30. My major concern would be getting her there by 8. That seems to be her hardest time. We need her psychiatrist to refer, so I will be working on that for her. She wants to wait until after Christmas. What I am hating more than anything though is that fact that we can not find a therapist. And, that no one will help us to find one. It is beyond frustrating. Even the psychiatrist was of no help. I feel like I am just watching sand run through my fingers as difficult child falls further away, and that we have no where to turn for help.