Feeling really down and anxious tonight. Son came by to pick up a few things. He is constantly negative about himself and his life. Has been on Viibryd for a few months now but does not seem to be helping his depression. We took him to New Mexico with us over Thanksgiving to see our daughter and his girlfriend joined us there. We had a pretty good time but my son had a couple of anger episodes during the trip. He gets really upset about something, which turns into this irrational rant where he gets verbally abusive, then after he calms down, he cries and gets really ashamed and apologetic. He has struggled with anger since childhood but now that he is an adult, it is really disheartening to witness. He goes back to the doctor next week so hope she can give him something to calm him. His ADHD is also really getting in his way. He tics on stimulants and the other medications do not work but I think he should retry vyvanse since he didn't tic for 2years while on it. My husband and I have been supporting him but we have to back off soon. Work would be good for him but he falls apart so much. Trying so hard to detatch but feel like we will never catch a break here.